With generalized statements that all don't quite apply to me, I went with majority rules. ^^;
Came back from my follow-up appointment this late morning. I'll have to go onto some form of HBC and weather out the storm of any possible side effects. I'll probably be starting as soon as the following week (when the nurse returns from vacation), but hoping for the best... as I have a LOT of talks coming up over the next couple months.
More on that later.
In the meanwhile, it turns out I have a pretty bad case of endometriosis. My ovaries, tubes, and uterus are all stuck together like one huge lump and my doctor couldn't remove most of it. He popped and drained the cysts, but it looks like if I'm ever to have kids, I'd have to go to an infertility specialist. It all depends if my tubes have been squished shut with all the growth. He says things look unlikely to come together naturally.
Which makes me feel rather sad inside - despite my not planning to start a family any time soon. A small quiet part of me says that I might have missed my chances, but honestly - me having kids right now wouldn't be a great idea either.
I guess it's all part of a much larger plan for me. I have to optimistically believe in that much.
Meanwhile, the surgi-tapes have been removed and things seem to be healing well. Sitting is still rather uncomfortable and I've have several nights of restless sleep. (A couple nights, I had dreams I was doing synchronized swimming routines... stuff I haven't done since late elementary school. o_O;) The body's still healing, and I sometimes forget that it hasn't quite been a week yet.
I have so much stuff to do... Talk about being totally derailed. Getting back on track is a real test of will. *sigh*
